14. To be or not to be....

17-02-2014 12:25

It has been a long time since I really enjoyed being the Mistress of...
There were many moment that I felt up to it, but also enough circumstances not to. The last period of my/our life was very hectic in various ways and I needed that strong arm around me more than my whip in my hand I gues. Our way of living also changed, we used to live seperate for 4 days a week and I loved to have my toy under control remotely. Now that we're living together I've got to find other and new ways to please my mind. There were moments in the past half a year that I started doubting: Is my domination really a natural thing, or is it what I want to be, to feel less insecure? 

 

  


But the past few weeks my dominant feelings are taking over more and more and I'm imagining all kind of scenario's to get him on his knees. I have the need for him to crawl for me, begging for my approval to please and serve me..... He doesn't know yet, but tonight he's going into his chastity belt for as long as I want him to be, untill the time has come to make him please me the way I like most.
When I finally release him, I will blindfold and gagg him and he's going to experience the new lockable butt plug I just ordered. So many things I want to do with/to him, also saw some electrosextoys that seem to be very intens. Time to make a fresh start again or I'd better say grow further from where I already was...
My journey of loving to tease and torture continues and I'm longing for it more than I could imagine, it does seem to be a part of me that I can't always switch on and off whenever I like. I will just follow my feelings again and enjoy....

 

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